Ain't I E.M.O?

[.the emo-ing.]

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

DIRTY WATER AGAIN!

ARGH! The pool water was green yesterday. It was the same colour as the roof tiling. And we were desperately trying to get off training, but Coach Zhai didn't allow. And we had a sup[er hard set. 10x75m sprint, and so little rest. WAH! can die man...

Today was such a crap day. I am so sorry to Jonny. If you even read this lar. But I don't think I am wrong. I warned you before. So there.

I shall not dwell on that any longer, I hope everything iwll be fine when I come back.

Leaving in 12 hours. I am so excited, thisis probably the last time I will post. and I have to pack my handcarry luggage, which will be my school bag. I wonder if so many keychains are allowed. Hmm.

I am so going to miss everyone, hope IU can finish my homework and I can have a good time, and pray that the airline doesn't go on strike and there will be no terrorists. aANd I will return home safe and sound, and not so tanned?!1 heh.

Ok, so people, MISS ME

I am sorry dude!

emoing at...
6:07 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

COMPUTER STUDIES NOW!! 2 more days!

I am counting down to going America so that I don't have to wake up so early.. And I can try to sleep weel on the plane. And I don't plan to sleep on Tuesday ight cuz I have to wake up at 3am and go to airport. AIRPORK!

I blogged so much in jsut erm about 48 hours! about 5 posts! woohoo. I'm so proud and ?This makes the 189th post! I am trying to post more now cuz this blog wil probably be dead when I am in America! sO MISS ME! WAHAHAH!

I am trying to make my posts nice and long.

TRYING!

Hey people do my quizes, they are meant to be passed around and DONE! SO it's fun! Hurry up, do it!

I can't wait to go America, I wanna go America FAST1 And I love my luggage! It is so adorable and cute! And it's really really compace and CUTE! all the c's. I love it! Sailing the high seas!

LOLLER!

This is really boring. the teacher is going through every single step and elaborating a lot on it! So lo suo. so boring, it's like when we doing some stuff we have to keep waiting for her to explain and then she tells us what to do!

Waste time. She teaches really slow, I'm sure everything could be done in half the time and then give us time to go and play!

and tomorrow will be the last day I am an SL! And today will be the last day I have to wear a tie for the whole day as tomorrow I am going to wear culottes! Goshm, freedom for my neck! Can't imagine how PITs do it! And I am missing the Hadley house camp and PITs selection camp! Cuz I'm away in America!

And ANYWAY! I"M IN HOUSE COMM! I think! should beswimming captain lar. Haha wo weird right?!? I didn't even go for the interview and I handed up my application form late.! Isn't this amazing. I guess I became swim capt cuz NO ONE ELSE ALPPLIED! HAHA Ain't I smart!

T3 is ending an dI haven't booked anyone! Boohoo! LOL! Nevermind lar. And I'm not going to be a SL soon! HAHA! Doesn't matter, it has been a enmriching experience for me...

I'm gettig really pissed with the teacher cuz she is so slow so I'm going blog hopping now! HEHEHE! But most people don't update so it isn't exactly FUN! but wadeva.

And AUDREY! You did eat a big piece... And no one can force you to eat if you don't want to eat it lor! HAHA! Greedayye!

emoing at...
8:24 AM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

I found out that I blog twice during each weekend days, and hardly blog at all during weekdays! HaHA. isn't this weird.

And I am nearing 200 posts. This makes my 188th post! Lucky number.

And I think that I should start blogging about more meaningful thingss.

Which I can't really think of...

Hmm. I think I am almost done with English PT, just some editing left. And I'm yet to study for Maths Algebra. I really need to get my GPA higher! argh!

And who's the ex on my tagboard? Please reveal your identity. Anons are really irritating, thankfull yI don't have too many of them! but one is bad enough.

Ok, so tonight, my meaningful topic shall be about going on Strikes!

The airline I'm taking could be going on strike! Imagine what would happened?!?! they wouldn't serve food. And the pilot wouldn't fly, so we would jsut crash in the middle of the sea. And they wouldn't give us water as we can't bring water on board and it owuld be BADBADBAD!

Strikes are bad.It reminds me of osmething funny.

Remember that time the tree crashed in Bukit TImah, then all the buses stopped at one side as it couldn't move at all. Then my brother thought the bus drivers were going on strike and went to ask them what happened.

And that day, my aunt gave birth to my cousin and she was start in the jam and there was a lot of trouble cuz the ambulance couldn't drive to the hospital. And she gave birth in the ambulance, and the TV interviewed her! SO COOL!

I just realised my family loves to go on TV, my brother, my sister, my aunt.

Sigh. All except ME! BOOHOO!

emoing at...
9:33 PM

3 MORE DAYS!

Woohoo, I'm all packed and ready to fly off to America. I am so excited, I am gonna download nice songs into my iPod Shuffle and listen to them and I have to bring all my homework.

And try not to msg me cuz I probably won't reply as 1 sms costs $0.90. yeah, quite ex. Unless its impt I will reply. And I will try to send u a msg on Thurs to ONE person, then that person must pass the msg to eVERYONE! WAHAHAHA! That's if I even bring my phone.

And there's MAths SA this week on Algebra and I'm not very good at it. AndI'm almost done with English REview (thanks to dear Jo-Ann). I think I should be able to hand it up on time! Like on Tuesday.

I gotta go now as I ahve been online for VERY VERY LONG AND the computer needs to rest.

I LOVE YOU JO-ANN!!!!!!!! ARGH YOU ARE PRODED ROCKER DUDE!

emoing at...
4:44 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

AMERICA HERE I COME!

4 more days to flying to America. Guess what?!?! The airline I am taking is going on strike and they are going to court on the very day that I am flying off. Haha, then mayb eI cannot comeback and I will be STUCK in America. Lol... this is so funny.

And today I went super late for training. Haha, and training was super tired. it was practically a Lactic Tolerance set. And somemore got another hard set before it. Today swam about 5km.

And the twins came! And I was trying to diffentiate them. Lol. I'm having quite a difficult time. All I know is that Brian swims back and Brandon swims freestyle. That's how I differentiate!

Lol. And tomorrow I am meeting with Deborah and Jonathan and Maybe jiayi to buy teacher's day presents! So sad I can't be here during Teacher's day to go back to NYPS. The least I can do is to give them something. I miss them though. I still remember Ms Tay, and the joke about missing the boat and SOMEONE cheekily replied to take the plane instead. And Mr Low and the joke about twiggyhead. And Mr PANG! Haha and dear Zhou laoshi. I miss her so much!

Hmmm. techinacally I only have 2 days of school left. and there is the English review due and I'm doing on SHES THE MAN! I got myself so confused cuz theres is a fake Sebastian and a real one. I hope Mrs. loh will be able to understand what the heck I am writing about. But actually, for english, I am aiming for a 3.6, which is 70% only. so it should be quite okay. My english isn't THAT BAD!

And I am trying to pack my luggage now. Not very successful, so I better log off soon. Hmm, not many people is online. so it's kinda pointless. and the luggage I'm bringing is small and cute and I love it. But I can't bring too many things. And I will be missing oneday os school when I come back and I have to bring all ym homework along. And the flight is 24 hours. I will definitely have time to finish my homewokr, it's like doing homework for 1day. And wnother day when I return. gosh. Actually it's only 8 days cuz 2 days are spent FLYING! HAHAH

Ok I relly gotta pack my luggage now and I have to go church tomorrow. But b4 i do that, i shall listen to breaking free one more time and play hearts. =)

emoing at...
9:51 PM

Birthday CT!

Yay I like my birthday to be in August cuz it gets celebrated mahy times. And in Thurs CT it got celebrated again, but with the Sept birthdays as I would be the only one...

So first we had games. The balloon thingy and also the newspaper tower. Ours was quite tall, and it reached the ceiling but we were too ambitious so we ended up cheated. Well, everyone cheated.

Then we played the treasure hunt where we had to take photos. And we were running everywhere like crazy and we were so sweaty... Oh gosh, but WE WON! Cuz Lee Qi practically knew a lot of places that we didn't... HAha.

And then we had reflections and then the birthday celebration whihc Yvonne and Marge prepared by bringing CAKES! WHOA! And I ate 2 slices of fruit cake, 1 slice of chocolate cake and 1 enormous slick fo ice-cream cake that I took FOREVER to finish. haha. And I ate them like one after another. And the ice cream cake was Marge's mother's baking. Oh gosh, it was super super duper nice. and yummmy. there were pieces of mango hidden inside. Yum.. I want more of it man!

And It was only meant for the August and Sept babies to eat. But Audrey is a GREEDY PIGGIE! It's not her birthday she also go and eat such a big slice. Tsktsk... fat piggie... no offence lar. heh. She is so sly lar, i think she took Tammie's slice, cuz I ATE FINISH MY WHOLE SLICE WHICH WAS SO BIG I took like 10 minutes to finish man. whoa., Then the exco had to stay back for some meeting then I went trraining and I wasn't too late cuz they start swimming at 6.30 and I reached at 6.40. They were still doing warm up.

Training was kinda fine lar, but there was 20x50m FLY KICK! I died man. Keep kicking until my abs so pain. Argh. ANyway. shall doing a quizzie now...

Seven things that scare me
1. Insects
2. Pain and torture
3. Gross scenes
4. My father was he's angry
5. Punishment
6. Failing
7. Pests

Seven things I like the most about myself
1. My hair colour
2. My cheerfulness
3. Mu muscles =)
4. My BRAIN!
5. Humorous, funny
6. Having retarded friends
7. Having a nice family

Seven most important things in my room
1. My bed
2. My table
3. My books
4. My clothes
5. My sister [not really a thing though]
6. My many decorative items
7. My bible.

Seven random facts about me
1. I am funny and retarded
2. I amd TERRIFIED of insects and pests, so is my brother!
3. I love sleeping
4. I like studying
5. I am going AMerica next week.
6. I like RED [my brother likes transparent]
7. I like Harry potter!

Seven things I would like to do before I die
1. Have lotsa fun everyday
2. Kill my brother haha jkjk
3. Go SENTOSA!
4. Confess something
5. Have ear holes
6. Have LONG LONG HAIR AND SCARE PEOPLE
7. SLACK!

Seven things I can do
1. Be FUNNY.. farnie
2. Have fun with my brother
3. SLACK!
4. Be a guai girl
5. Do gymnastics pretty well
6. Be retarded
7. Talk bad about my brother =)

Seven things I can't do
1. Sing
2. Touch insects
3. Go on a diet
4. Break rules
5. Eat chewing gum
6. be even-tempered
7. Be HARDWORKING!

Seven things I say the most
1. Oh my gosh/ goodness!
2. Lol
3. Wadeva man
4. diao
5. Sheesh
6. yoohoo
7. Aiyoh

Seven most favourite celebrities
1. DANIEL REDCLIFFE!!!
2. Emma WAtson
3. Amanda Bynes
4. JJ
5. I dunno anymore
6. I noe.. ME!
7. My brother?!?!!

Seven people I would like to see do this
1. Jo-Ann
2. Julian
3. Jonathan
4. Mark
5. Wanhui
6. Eve
7. YOU!

Lol, my brother was looking over my shoulder when I was doing this..

emoing at...
12:35 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

COMPUTER STUDIES NOW!! 2 more days!

emoing at...
7:58 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

ULTRA FUN TRAINING!!!

YAY! I loved training today. It totally rocked like crazy. First there were not many people so Cpach Zhai decided to do STROKE CHECK! I don't think we swam more than 2.5 k today. I loved it like crazy. I would totally love more of this sessions..

And Sze Wei is super funny and a comedian. He just send us into laughter. Then we sprinted a 50m without warming out so it wasn't too FAST> But at least I can console myself.. And then we had to pull the rope today. And mainly it was me and john doing the work. Then sze wei was supposed to be packing, then he kept making the rope fall on us. And I was saying he was such a lousy packer. And he was telling us the Popeye's wife looked like Tingyi and her name is Oliver. AI thought Oliver was a guys name. Then she was wearing a red dress. SO he started calling Tingyi Oliver. And she accepted it. Then we were walking back to take out stuff then he pushed me into the pool. And water went up my nose. Then he ran away, and I tried to push him in but he went to take his stuff so I couldn't.

The later. john tried to push my stuff and me in, but I have fast REACTION and got away in time, my reaction is 0.9s! HAHAHA1 SO slow lor. Then We were basically trying to push each other in and be lamers and I got into filts of laughter I couldn't walk straight.

Then Tingyi ask me to push her into the pool cuz it was exciting. SO lame. So I pushed her in. And Coach Zhai saw and shestarted laughing.

Man I <3 this group. It is so childish and more of my age. and they tell funny jokes and it rEALLY REALLY FUN! I wanna stay there forever!I hope Coach David forgets about the 3 months deaL. I think he probably will lar., haha.

Then later in the toilet the Aunty was chasing us and we were like scolding her in small voices. And we felt so soapy but we still rushed out.

ANd I forgot, I dropped my lens into the sink so its gone forever. And I'm sso dea.

And second, I left my shoes at acsb. So screwed.
This is an unlucky day, but the fun training jsut made me forget all my troubles.

1 <3 training. [this is sth i would have never said 2 weeks ago]

emoing at...
9:30 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

I went super early for the appointment today. Wait I wasn't early, it was they were running late. Good news I'm not aching so much already. and Guess what?!?! Joann has me as her 4th missed call person on her hp, an d I have HER as the 4th person on my missed call list. Hmmm.. this is suspicious!

Ok ay wadaeva. Anyway, when it wasn't my turn for the appointment yet. Jiahao suddenly came and crashed it. He just said he didn't know Roger was coming and he wanted an appointment... when it was already fully booked. And he wanted to go b4 me cuz he thought I wasn't there but I REMINDED HIM! And he asked me... are u reading books??!?! so random... im not so nerdy! I'm NOT EVEN A NERD!! GETTHAT!

Ok so let's get on. I thinnk that's about all. And it almost 10 now.And Iw ant a fresh weeek ahead of me so I will sleep soon. And next week I will be flying off to America already! sO fast. 0.0

And Maths is due soon and I hven't done English and I'm still wasting my time here.

Anyway, I really gotta go already. it is 10pm already. Byebyeb.

emoing at...
10:00 PM

I didn't go training yesterday! Cuz I was aching like crazy I didn't think I could swim. And I ahve the Roger's appointment today. And I dunno how to do geog. And there's Maths SA this week. Problems and more problems but somehow I'm not stressed at all. Nevermind. Anyway, Debbie stabbed me to do a quiz. yay. more quizes. ahahaha.

Some questions you would never ask anyone. Stab 5 people to do it after you are done.

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?i have a lot of hair. haha ego..
2. When is the next time you will have sex? EUWW. this is censored...
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"? bore.
4. Favorite planet? they area all the same to me. but i like Mars cuz its RED
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile? Jo-ANN! I can't remember why
6. What is your favorite ringtone on your phone? the ringtone i have now which is erm blue ice i think.
7. What kinda shirt you have on? a singapore swimteam shirt my bro gave me as it is too small for him
8. Describe yourself in one phrase.Funny and retarded person =)
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing? currently wearing nothing, in school its beebok i think. i mean reebok.
10. Bright or Dark Room? bright.its AFTERNOON what do u expect???
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?smart chio funny.
12. If you're alone in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?the more comfy one
13. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleepign soundly
14. What did your last text message say that you received on your mobile? michelle about traininghmm cannot say.
15. Where is your letter box? in the void deck..
16. What's a word that you say a lot? LAMe, RETARD, GOSH, A LOT OF CRAP LAR
17.Who told you he/she loved you last? aww. so sweet. my marmie!
18. Last furry thing you touched?my soft toy
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days? I don't take drugs. im a good girl =)
20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed? 0/
21. Favorite age you have been so far? six. i love kindergarden <3
22. Your worst enemy? chewing gum!!
23. What is your current desktop picture? just blue.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone? i told my mum,"im aching like crazy!"
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly? FLYING. BREAKING FREE IS ABOUT FLYING!!!
26. Do you like someone? iyeah of course
27. The last song you listened to? breaking free lar. like dUH
28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet? yes its my dear mummy!
29. If you could punch one person in the face who would it be?chewing gum. not once but 22 times! hmphie. dont think not coming training is gonna help u escape the 22 slaps.
.30. What is the closest object to your left foot? the chair leg.

YEAH IM DONE! NOw's time for STABBING!
i stab you you you you and you! okay. this is lame. more specific
mark, julian audrey jo-ann and khoonie!

yay u better do it!

emoing at...
1:37 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

gosh, i am aching worse than yesterday. And I have to see Roger tomorrow. Wonder how it will be... Coach Zhai's training is killing me. But at least I train hard. SO yesterday she let me off as she knew how I was feeeling and just let me concentrate on my stroke. Gosh I am super tired. Now my abs are hurting, i cant laugh and cough and sneeze. and i cant stand straight cuz it hurts! and my hands cant straighten... Argh! This si going all wrong!!!!! Anyway, just did this quiz...

Chapter 1***
1.Where did you take your default pic? wads that/...
2.What exactly are you wearing right now? a nus high school shirt and shorts.
3.What is your current problem? aching like crazy from coach zhai's training. it is so tough!
4.What makes you most happy? reading and sleeping and slacking and being with nice people
5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to? breaking free! it rox!
6.Any celeb you would marry? nope!
7.Name someone with the same birthday as you. Renee's brother and Stephen's sister i think if im not wrong but i might be...
8.Ever sang in front of a large audience?yup. in K2 i think =)
9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? nope. unless my bro is one! haha
10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?yes. i watch when my bro watches
11.Do you speak any other languages? yup. german... chinese... hokkien.
12.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? my grand mother =(
13.Do you ever watch MTV? no
14.What's something that really annoys you? being stressed and bad people.

Chapter 2***
1.Middle name: erm.. xue ling??
2.Nickname(s): joycie...ciecie.
3.Current location: my room.
4.Eye color: brown

Chapter 3***
1.Do you live with your parents: yes
2.Do you get along with your parent(s): not too bad
3.Are your parents married/separated/divorced: married
4.Do you have any Siblings?my brother and sister

Chapter 4***FAVORITES
1) Favorite ice cream: cookies and cream!!!!
2.Season: winter, i love the cold.
3.Shampoo/conditioner: dont really care... its all the same to me.

Chapter 5*** HAVE YOU
1.Dance in the shower: yes!
2.Write on your hand: duh its hard to avoid in school
3.Call people back: huh?
4.Believe in love: yes
5.Sleep on a certain side of the bed? its also all the same to me.
6. Any bad habits: being hot-tempered. slacking

Chapter 6***
1.Broken a bone: nope! and im proud of it!
2.Sprained stuff:nope. so pro right.
3.Had physical therapy? nope. i am careful
4.Gotten stitches: yes. when i was 6 and 7. coth on my chin cuz i bit my chin and it started bleeding. i was super scared...
5.Taken painkillers: no.
6.Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: sadly no
7.Been stung by a bee: no. i run away at the sight of a bee, jsut like my brother.
8.Thrown up at the dentist: no.
9.Sworn in front of your parents: yes and i got scolded badly!
10.Had detention: nope. hey i am guai okayyes!
11.Been sent to the principal's office: im GUAI!
12.Been called a hoe: whats that supposed to mean?

Chaper 6***THE LAST
1.Movie(s) you saw: THe fast and The FURIOUS, Tokyo Drift
2.Person to text you? sabrina
3.Person to call you?m my mummy!
5.Person you tackled?erm. my bed. cuz im aching and i cant get out.
6.Thing you touched: keyboard. like duh..
7.Thing you ate: kooning fishie!
8.Thing you drank: apple juice
9.Thing you said: DONT WANT!
10.Friends you consider really close to you: doesnt make any sense to me...

emoing at...
4:08 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

Aching like crazy

Oh gosh! I never knew Coach Zhai training was SO TOUGH! I think I trained harder than I ahve in months. First the 1 hour of land training already killed me. the abs, and then 500 reps of double armed stretch cordz
Gosh I haven't started swimming and I am already aching...

Then the last set was sprint. then somehow, the last 50m, my hand suddenly cramped up. I'm not sure what happened. It was so sudden, then I couldn't pull. then my hand started aching like crazy.

And today. I couldn't raise my hands above my head. I have no idea how am I supposed to train later. Argh. and we are doing legs later. I never knew training could be so hard. but hopefully I will improve man. It is so super tiring I really want to slack.

BUT I CANT! I have to train and improve yeah! I feel the motivation.

Gosh thi sis weird, im recording songs on my phone now. so bye.

emoing at...
3:53 PM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

DINNER!

On Tuesday, I went for the ex-nanyang dinner founders day thingy. Guess what? Stephanie Sun came too! Cuz she was from nypsI think. Whoa ! SO cool then she sing the haooy bday song so nice. compared to the others lar. And I saw Jen yi, Bea, chrstine and Nic and Janooo. And I think some more.

but before that Guanrong came to my house. And we tried to do Chinese PT. But we ended up talking quite a lot. And Guanrong was asking me how to write a lot of words. then inthe end she use hany piniyin cuz actually also dunno to hand up.

Then Gr went to bathe so there was peace and I could finish my chinese PT. But she took a long time to bathe so I went in late and came up like in half the time she used. Then my mum fetched us to NYGH.

the salad was just lettuce, and GR and I had a difficult time trying to finish it cuz we both HATE veggies. Then in the end the guy cleared it, and we were so pissed cuz we ate so much for NOTHING. Then the soup, it was like half filled and my bowl was chipped. How cheapskate lor. Sigh. Thne the chicken drumstick. I was holding the knife in a very aggressive way cuz I have NO IDEA how to use it. And there was the bone that obstructed my way. It is so difficult and irritating. then after like quite long of chatting and crapping and catchin up with friends, we deicded to leave and go home cuz it was about 9 plus and we still had homework. So we went to the front gate and it was locked so we had to go by the back gate. then we walked to the bus stop. Then after a while I saw 4 guys trying climb over the wall of nanyang then the secuirity guard of NJC scolded them, so the boys went away. Then the secuirity guard started laughing. So weird lar.

So go home and did some homework.

TODAY Thursday. Hmm. had my Chinses PT presentation. I think I did okay lar. cuz my script was quite funny and ridiculous. so should be fine. And I didn't really stumble and stammer so I guess everything went quite well. Then after lunch we had English letter-writing SA. I fininshed 20 minutes early so Ic heck and did some corrections. Hope everything went well lar.

Today will be joining Coach Zhai. Monday the pool water was dirty so didn't swim. Hope I can really do well under her lar. this is so crucial and scary. Gosh I don't know what I am talking about Pk never mind.

I hate yahoo groups, it clogs up my email inbox. Hmph/

emoing at...
4:26 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

WAHAHA!

Ok this title was random so don't bother about it haahahhh. I just realised I'm not the only depressed about swimming. Khoonie is too! Loller. I got a partner in crime. Or maybe in distress. Haha. Maybe now we can comfort each other and cry on each other's shouders. and then we will be strong again and coninue swimming together. YAy! Oh gosh, this is SUPER LAME! I jsut realised ok forget everything I have said.

Tomorrow is the ex-nyps dinner! I think maybeI will watch a show after school then I go straight to NYGH. or Ijsut go home then go there sicne it is TOTALLY NEAR my house. =) Depends on wadeava lar. THat means I can't go training tomorrow. With coach Zhai! awww. But at least I will have a chance today to experience a bit. I reallyhope everything will be fine lah. SInce I will be spending 3 months with her. And hope Coach doesn't change his mind. Hmm. this is quite a dangerous situation. Never mind, I will just hope for the best and I will try to make frioends with them and be happy there! YAY!

AARGH@ I need to do my digital portfolio now which I have no idea how to do and what to do so anywhere must act guai so byebye.

Whooshm I'm out.

emoing at...
8:25 AM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Whoa!

I went Baobi's house today! WAHAHA! you are probably thinking we didn't do a lot of work right but you are WRONG. We did work ... we fininished our texie and script! WOOHOO! Now it only a matter of rehearing it out. Yay this is GREAT! And I spent most of the time watching high school musical on You Tube again. But it was mainly the last part and the breaking free part. It is such a nice and funny thing. Especially when the teachy goes,"Now that's showbiz." Then the bimbo goes ...Ah! Haha. And guanrong was watching too at some parts and we were looking at the moonwalk thingy... and comparing it to Jamile. Haha. obviously Jamile is better lar. Heh.

then we were snacking like crazy. food wont be far when im around. haha just joking lar. And tehn Baobi's dog is cute. then gr started barking at the dogs and teh dogs started barking like crazy too. guess gr is a GOOD dog. =)

This few days my mail got a lot of bulk. so irritating it just gets more and more. And anyway.

PEOPLE I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER! Thanks so much for your encouragement and your concern. Gosh you people really rock my world and my life and everything else. Yeah Thanks for everything I am totally glas that I have such nice friends like you people to rely on. I love you guys.

and I found out COach is coming to blogs and he knows my blog! Argh Oh no! haha. Never mind. It's too late he probably read it already. But from tomorrow I will be joining Coach Zhai hopefully I will improve there man. And Coach David is giving me 3 months. Hopefully by then there will be some results already. I can't wait. She's really nice. But I hope I'm not left out there cuz I don't really know anyone there except some girls. So yeah. Hope everything will go fine and I can train hard and improve hard under her. YAY!

But that's if everyting goes well. Well it better go well haha. So anyway. Thanks everyone for you support and tag me more! Argh 2 SAs and 2 PTs due this week. And I
m not totally done studying and doing them. Screwed.And I jsut realised something, the ex-NYPS dinner is on tuesday...this tuesday. And I haven't really remembered about it. I better go make a deal with jonny on what to wear where to go and stuff. Hope everything will be fine.

Hope my life will be fine =) thanks everyone again!

emoing at...
9:58 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

O yar forgot to say I changed my blogskin Post comments about it. And here are some jokes...

Joke 1:
Ah Beng calls the telephone operator.
Ah Beng: What's the time difference betweem New York and Singapore.
Telephone Operator: Just a minute please.
Ah Beng: Ok, thanks you.

Joke 2:
An American goes to a barber to cut his hair. But the barber refuses payment as he say he is doing community service. Next day, the barber recieves a dozen roses and a card from the American.
Then, an European goes to a barber to cut his hair. Again, the barber refuses payment as he say he is doing community service. Next day, the barber recieves a dozen chocolates and a card from the European.
Then, Ah Beng goes to a barber to cut his hair. Again, the barber refuses payment as he say he is doing community service. Next day, the barber sees a dozen singaporeans outside waiting for their free haircut.

emoing at...
9:45 PM

Ok, here goes...

Okay, I feel much better so don't need to comfort me anymore. I spent most of the afternoon on the computer watching Just My Luck and parts of High School Musical on Youtube. And it is so funny that I kinda cheered up. But then My mum came to fetch me to training and BOOM! I started crying and arguing with her again. I tried to control my tears, but once Audrey asked me how I was feeling, the tears couldn't stop and it started rolling.

Gosh, I never though I could cry so much in one day. I'm seriously think I 'm having an identity crisis os something like that. Everything goes wrong and everyone seems to be controlling my life but ME! And my swimmiing and studies are going nowhere and I seem to be a failure. No matter how cheerful I try to be, I always manage to give my tears to roll at least once a day... What's happening to me?

And I think about quitting swimming cuz I feel left out its like everyone is so fast and i'm jsut being an extra a burden lagging behind. Coach said I can keep up if I try but I can't be bothered too, and I don't believe. So I tried to start afreshby asking him if I could join Coach zhai's group. I really really really want to. I hope he agrees. I don't see a point in continuing to train under him, I'm not improving. And Coach Zhai is very very very nice! I like her <3! Gosh, I hope he will see how pathetic I am and let me go to her group. I will probably improve more under her =)

And thanks so much Khoonie for comforting me and complaining and talking to Coach with me. Haha. Thanks so much for ebing such a good friend <3. And Kimberly Yvonne and Audrey too for comforting me and helping me. Thanks for you support. I guess there's a time on everyone's life where things just don't go right. I shall try to relax and pray to god for his help and guidance and read the bible more often. It is bound to help. I'm noe sure if I should go morning training tomorrow. I just don't feel like it. And its recovery tomorrow. Quite waste time. And Joshua was asking whether can recover at home and Coach wanted to kick him. Hhaaha. Think I will TRY to go but it probably won't be successful cuz I can't wake up. haha.

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."- John 3:16

I love GOD!

emoing at...
9:34 PM

WORST PARENTS ON EARTH!

This post is mainly gonna be a lot of my parents and quite reflective and vulgar stuff so it might be quite boring. Haha so here goes.

Firstly, I HAVE THE SUCKIEST PARENTS ON EARTH! its the truth. Guess what happened? Yesterday they agreed to let me go ice-skating with Jo-Anna and Yi-min. But they so irritably made me stay at home later. I wish they would go to hell right now! I am cursing them because I am super pissed and I am boiling inside. I HATE THEM! They suck. I wanna curse them to hell RIGHT NOW. I wish they would disappear from my life and leave me alone to do what I want. I don't want to be controlled by them!

It wouldn't matter if they had a proper reason for me to not go. But their reason for not letting me go: I didn't go swimming training. WHAT THE ****! Why is swimming controlling my life?!?! Why is it that they dictate my life with SWIMMING?! What the heck is swimming so important!?!?!

DOn't they get it that by punishing me for not going swimming, they are not making me like swimming more. They are making me HATE swimming. THis even just proves it. I am really gonna quite swimming soon. Probably at the end of this year. My life is CONTROLLED My swimming. THIS IS NOT RIGHT. i HATE SWIMMING NOW> I hope they read this sometimes. I will probably be scolded and whacked like crazy by them. But I don't give a damn... I just want them to know how I feel. I don't want ot tell them cuz they will probably not understand and scold me more. WHo cares? I 'll just hide it in myself. Until one day I run away from home. At least I still have good friends to turn to.

I'm SO SORRY YI-MIN AND JO-ANN! I'm totally sorry. Now you two will probably be alone and i'm really sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen. I'm really really sorry.I really wanted to go but my ****ing parents just didn't understand me. I HATE MY PARENTS! Again sorry so much. And they are amking me do homework and shopw them what I have done later. I did all my homework yesterday cuz I though I would be going out today. SO I am just goin got use the ocmputer and show them the work I have done yesterday. They are evil. They tricked me. THey make me do homework for TWO DAYS! Shit them. I HATE THEM LIKE A LOT>

This also helped me think whether Iw anted to continue swimming since it is controlling my life activities and everything. I'm starting to hate training, hate COach David, hate swimmers, and hate SAC! It wasn't meant to be like that. At first, I used to love it. Buit now, I'm starting to get the feeling I'm not meant for swimming and I HATE IT. What's the point of letting it control me life? It's not right. I'm supposed to control MY life, then let swimming do it. Everything I do, I have to consider about swimming first. WHAT THE CRAP? It's not the way it is supposed ot be. Well I jsut tihnk I will quite swimming soon. I'm hjust wasting my time slacking durinig trainings. This stupid encounter with my bloody parents just made me HATE swimming to the core. I am really going to slack at it. I HATE IT!

Phew, I guess I let out most of my anger but I am still super agitated and pissed and everything. I think I shall change my blogskin soon... to fit my feelings! Totally pissed out.

emoing at...
9:50 AM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

As you can see its the retarded photo of Me the great one JOYCIEEEEEEEE. and currently zhekang is using this picture as her display picture. and i'm so embarrassed. I hope she takes it out soon. haha. you can comment on how retarded ugly weird etc it looks, or the opposite. but I know the truth hahaha.

Today is quite a random day. I have to chiong oout my homework today cuz tomorrow im gonna go out and PLAY! Then got rainig. Sheesh. i had to remind myself of that. Duh. I hate training. Lucky today don't ahve =) A rest and still have to choing homework. I'm gonna spend 3 hours on homework and then rest for a a while. I'm really quite quite tired.

haha so TAG ME PLEASE! I dont wanna my blog to die. =)

emoing at...
2:11 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS!

Yesterday 8/8

Hohoho, Had a great and exciting day yesterday. wahahha. first went to school and i wore red shirt and jeans, quite patriotic lar. haha. but we really couldn't see the perfomances so not too good, but we were talking and planning the outing so quite good lar. then we had our last psl session from 10-11. so sad. haha. and i felt we were like quite distant and uncomfortable around them lor. Haix, after so long of not talking to them.

Then I had to do the exco meeting with ms ong whihc took ultra long, and luckily i had really really really nice friends we waited an hour for me! WOW! thanks to renee, yimin, jonny and wanhui. and wanhui entertained herself by putting make up. lol. haha then i started running to the busstop but we missed the bus. then the next 190 passed us as it was too full, actually it wasnt! argh. so we just took any bus to far east, then we took a cab to plaza singapura, as some of WANHUIS friends were there. hehe.

so we met with some other people then we started walking around the food place then we decided to buy the tickets for the movie first. and we watched FAST AND FURIOUS! WHOA! And the line was super line as most students were there lar. like duh. So we took super long to buy the tickets. then joann and eleanor came too and they were at burger king! so we decided to go there for lunch.

yes. so i bought a burger and joann as usual couldnt finish her food so eleanor ate most of it for her. well not really maybe just about one quarter. haha all guanrong was string like 5 straws together, and started poking to next table with it. she is super retarded.

then we went to the arcade until 2.20. then we all rushed to the toilet, and then we went into the cinema. and jonny got saboed to sit beside someone else. the movie is abo9ut car racing. Gosh, i hate the screeching sounds of the brake. it is super freaky and loud. argh.. my poor heart cant take it. and throughout the show i was shaking my leg cuz i was scared. argh it was super super scary. but its quite nice lar. so i guess its not bad. and i wanna watch a lot of other movies. like click, lake house and super-ex girlfriend. is 3 movies in a day very bad? hmm...

then after that renee had to go to toilet again lar. haha. then i was deciding whether to go home or go training. then after a long phone call and argument with my mum i decided to be hardworking and go training. but i didn't train very hard lar.

so i followed renee to the mrt at dhoby ghaut. and there were so many escalators we were so worried we got lost. but in the end dverything turned at fine and i reached newton mrt safely. and i came up at the wrong side of the road so i had to go down again and go to the other side. haha. as u can see, im not very experienced in taking mrts. i prefer buses, u can see what is going on. =) and i then took 171 to barker and i took 10 mins to cross the roads cuz the traffic lights were irritaing. haha. then i said hi to coach lar. and i was late. whihc i didnt miind. wahahaha. and the set was fine, quite short but i still slacked, its my nature. whaddya expect?!?!

today 9/8
woke up late so skipped training. only went for the potluck thingy. and coach was quite pissed with me cuz i skipped training and im famous for slacking and being lazy. and i think everyone was pissed with me cuz i never trrain and only eat. i <3 the doughnouts. the sugar MELTS in your mouth. Yumm, i think i ate about 10. so then i decided to go healthy and ate fruits! haha. oh yar, and they celabrated august birthdays which means im included! yay. august rocks.

haha then i had to leave early cuz oi had piano lessons at 12. then blah piano had to compose which is sucky. and i spent a long time on physics Pt cuz it was confusing. and then i spent 15 minutes on the HCL reflections crap. then i switched on the TV and watched the national day parade.

wanted to take pictures of the formations to use for wall paper, but it didnt turn out good so i just sat back and relaxed and deleted them. and i am not sure about anymore outings! i think it should be on friday cuz nothing it decided for tmr. how??!? hmm i have a good plan which is... first, we ice skate, then we watch TWO MOVIES! yeah man, then we shop yeah. 2 movies can be click, LAKehouse is definitely cuz mrs loh recommended it, and erm i dunno what else lar. haha. but try TWo quite a lot of money but nvm. BRING MONEY! and i think it will be on friday so everyone rush out your homework and PTs on thursday. yeah.

hm, think thats about all. there spore idol now but i think the standard is getting lousier. and i suport gayle. shes nice, but shes out so no more watch wahahha, i took quite a lot of time ti type this so congrats for reaching the end yay. and TAG ME ^^.

haha. lets have fun during the long hols man! whoa!

emoing at...
9:10 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

SWIMMING MARATHON

Surprisingly, I finished the 50 laps. Which MOSt people didn't cuz they were talking and crapping. And today I was aching. I think I missed the bus back to RGS so I followed Kalya's car, and they so kindly fetched me all the way home. haha

And the news is that Kimberlyn looks like CHewing GUM! Ahahahaha, laugh your head off. wahahaha. and she agreed by answering when we got her nick chew. dont u think they sorta resemble each other. hahahahaha.

and then after the swim we went to the cool pool to play around. haha it was so fun. and since it was super dark, i scared 2 people and they started screaming. i supposed it was quite freaky in the dark i guess.

and the toilet is 1 word, SHOIK! whoa. it was so nice and the water is so warm and they have 2 shower heads in one toilet, so audrey and i showered together cuz most toilets were already taken. and one of them could turn and would spray water into the next cubicle, whcih were what a\selena TAN was doing.

Now since I am super bored, i shalle do a quiz i got from soneone else's blog. hahaha.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Joyce
Birth date: 1 august
Current status: single
EyeColor: brown
Hair Color: really brown
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: leo

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: chinese
Your fears: dying
Your weakness: too hot-tempered
Your perfect pizza: hawaiian, however u spell it...

LAYER THREE:YESTERDAY,TODAY,TOMORROW
Your thoughts first waking up: Do I hve to go to school?
Your bedtime: ranges from 10 to 12
Your most missed memory: my childhood

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
Pepsi or Coke: COKE!
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: group
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: cappucino

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: nope.
Curse: try not to, im a christian
take a shower: thrice a day
Have a crush: not at the moment
Think you've been in love: not really
Like(d) school: of course
Want to get married: i only want a happy marriage
Believe in yourself: yes
Think you're a health freak: no way

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: no way its bad for your health
Gone to the mall: duh, RGS is beside orchard
Been on stage: duh, take prize for sch nats sorta
Eaten Sushi: no.
Been dumped: ? havent started
Gone skating: no, but going to.
Dyed your hair: my hair LOOKS dyed.

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: NO WAY!
Changed who you were to fit in: i believe in self-identity

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married: 20 plus

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: anything's fine.
Best hair color: not dyed perferably.
Short or long hair: short

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: eating Tim-Tams and chatting.
1 HOUR AGO: Watching TV
1WEEK AGO: Slacking as usual and doing lotsa homework and enjoying life without my brother.
1 YEAR AGO: studying for psle.

LAYER 11:FINISH THE SENTENCE
I LOVE: family, friends, school, swimming, slacking, reading, GOD, LIFE
I FEEL: happy as usual
I HATE: being embarrassed and lied to.
I HIDE: all my secrets i n my heart
I MISS: being a small girl and my childhood.
I NEED: to be more hardworking, less procrastinating and lose some weight.

I'm done everybody please do this too its fun!

emoing at...
9:15 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

MY BROTHER!

Sometimes I wish my brother would get out of the house. I guess I am quite lucky because she occassionally goes for overseas meets which give me and my family a few days of peace. I am really thankf ul for that.

He always quarrels with people, obly his family though. and he acts like an angel in front of others, so everyoone thinks hes the angel and im the devil cuz i say bad about him and lies. but it is TRUE! Why can't people believe me for once?!

Yesterday, he saw this piece of chicke n half eaten. and i said i didn't eat it. but he kept suspecting me. he didn't give me a chance and he just convicted me that i ate it. and it really wasn't me so I was so angry and furstrated with him. and i kept denying and he kept insisting. so I screamed into his face that i didn't and i ended up crying, and he got scolded by my parents. but he gave that insolent face, the bo chap attitud as usual. Sometimes, I really wish my brother wouldn't always think i am bad. he always insults me. I really wish I could have a nicer brother.

And today he refused point black to get into the car because he couldn't get the front seat as I was already there. then he refused to clear his rubbish which he ate from. and he even scolded and insulted my mother. WHAT THE HECK IS THE PROBLEM WITH HIM? Can he just me a polite and nice boy for one day? Gosh, is the front seat so important, i tihnk he is too pampered. he got his own way too many times that he refuses to give way to others. I can't believe i have such a brother.

And he loves to insult others and think he is so great. It hink he is too arrogant and proud, and he thinks he is mistreated! Gosh, he doesn't know how to APPRECIATED others man, he takes too much things for granted. And if you ever think that Nicholas Tan is a greaet fellow who is kind-hearted and whatever shit. I hoped this posthas changed your mind and help you see from a different perception.

And when I am using the computer I have to give up the computer for him to play games. and when I want to do homework while he is playing games. I am not allowed. This is not fair. He always get is way by shouting MUMMY! while my mum allows him to have his way. This is unfair. Life is unfair but not to such a big extent issit?! It just stings me to see how my brother is treated differently from my and my sister. It is not fair. I hate this.

Basically, he is just a selfish, arrogant, spoilt, impolite BRAT!

I really wish I could have a nicer brother. sigh, I guess I just have to accept the fact that I can't sell my brother off. With his "looks", I think he could fetch quite a big sum of money.

Lets talk about happier things.
I managed to collect $50 for the swimming marathon tomorrow. guess how i did it? I told everyone do donate just $1, sounds very little but many people adds up to a lot. I'm so proud os my self, I tihnk I make a pretty good salesperson. and I haven;t collected any of the Sec2 s forms argh. hope ms ong wont scold me. cuz out recess and lunch dont coincide at all. argh. and toomrrow is the day. HopeI don't drown, since I will be going there after training. heehe. quite excited about it. first time im doing something swimming for charity! and today I did side gate suty it was quite fun, mainly just to check attire and stuff lar. and the PITs were quite high and crazy people lah so hahahha.

Anyway, heres the end of post already. bye bye. gotta sleep now :)

emoing at...
10:21 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

SWIMMING MARATHON

argh we have to swim 50 laps which is 2500m on friday. but i dont mind because it is for charity. for some cancer thing. and i think it is worth it. so everyone please donate money, you will be sponsoring a lap for me! PLEASE! I'm really desperate. I HAve to collect $50 in 2 days time. die.

so please pleaes pleas help me. just donate even a dollar is fine too. im begging you people.

And the swimming exco is selected already.I think there are 5 sec ones altogether. theres great!

Captain: Cheryl Ang (yay)

Vice captain: Melissa Ooi (yay)

Vice captain 2: Kalya ( yay SAC one!)

Lower sec captain: Claire and ME ( YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! haha)

Welfare: [head]Yvonne (yay SAC one!) [asst]Marjorie(SEC ONE!)

Communications: [head]Claire Lim [asst]Kimberlyn(SEC ONE!)

Treasurer/Outreach: [head]Jasmine [asst]SELENA!(Gosh, she will steal all our money. she only chose this post cuz she wanted MONEY! argh, help us)

Anyway, haha this is our exco 2007 and i quite like it. like duh, cuz im in there. aint i ego?

Had 3rd lang today quite slack and boring.

AND I THANK EVERYONE ONCE AGAIN FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENTS! THEY ROX!
[other than SOMEONE's]

emoing at...
6:07 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Haha yesterday was my dear birthday, 1st August. haha and thanks for all the presents that I recieved, especially the bilabong wallets. SO NICE! I will really really treasure it a lot a lot. and RENEE! haha, thanks for bearing to part with that key chain though. but to CHEWING GUM I DO NOT THANK. YOU BETTER WATCH OUT FOR THE NEXT 22 DAYS! how could you whack my specs? lousy aiming. Bleargh.

Actually I think 'i knew how it started. At first it was started by him saying 1st august was the suckiest day dver. NOT TRUE! And i retorted saying it was the best day ever, and I WAS expecting something. and he said he will GIVE me a slap. then i say 1st august 1 slap, so 22 august his bday get 22 slaps wahahaha. then he keep on saying 1 august is sucky day, so i said days in august progressively get suckier so 22 august would be very very very very sucky. I WIN AGAIN! yay i rox.

and he really did it the next da. i was so pissed i whacked him. but i guess he wouldnt feel it. stoopid. I HHHAAAAAAATTTTTTEEEEEEE him. He is my rival. cuz im pro-ded. not im him rival. theres a difference you see. haha. and he was supposed to swim my set was another present. he agreed lar but obviously he did not fufil his promise. all boys are like that cannot be trusted one haha.

anyway, Jo-ann went Australia already. argh so sad. miss her a lot.wonder what she is going there now.

and i went home my mum bought a mango cake and we cut it at 9.30 cuz we HAD TO WAIT FOR MY STUPID IRRITATING BROTHER. he really sux like a lot. MY birthday wait for HIM. and my sister sang the song 4 times without anyone hearing it. and they sang it at different times. and everyone was complaining. and my brother blew my candle down, luckily it wasnt lighted yet. haha

so extra. and i found out there are some REALLY REALLY LAMe people around. if the person is reading my blog, the person would know.

emoing at...
9:59 PM